You were always there

Walking down the road I turn back to find you to be backin me up…….. but u were not there…..
I looked to my right I looked to left to find ya to next to me for the all through the way……. Bt u were not there……..
I looked straight up ahead to find you to be waiting for me……. Bt u were not there……..
All I wished was u to be der…… bt you were not there…….
But it was not because you didn’t want to be ……. I guess it was because I wasn’t looking hard enough to see you were always there…………